CInco de Po'd

I finally started working today. I enjoyed my vacation, but it's time to go back to the real world. I really can't wait for school to start because I'm already in a rush to get finished. I need to start squeezing in some more PRAXIS prep time because it's creeping up on me.

I was a good girl and attempted to go to bed at 9 to avoid being a hot mess tonight but A-boy had to ruin my night. We've been off and on for awile now and I really do care for him but we both know how to hurt each other and that's what we're good at. I texted him earlier to see if he wanted to watch movies but he was already at the bar. Normally, this is not an issue because I like to go out as well but for certain reasons, (that I'm not yet comfortable getting into here) it is an issue with us.

It's undenyable that we both love each other but we're so much alike that we tend to destroy each other rather than operate as a team. I've tried to just quit him cold turkey and he's done the same but it never seems to work. There are times when I feel like I need to physically move away for awhile. I'm still considering teaching jobs out of town and Houston is still not completely crossed off my list so maybe a move could be in my future.

I know better than to try to reason with a drunk and I know better than to sit here and let it make me angry but knowing and doing are 2 different things. On a better note, I had an amazing workout today which made me feel a little less stressed about what's been going on. I did an hour of cardio and worked on abs. Tommorrow is cardio and arms. My right arm is still way stronger than my left from my serving days. I need to get my Wii Fit back from K because I've been wanting to try the Yoga program on there.