Sundays

Sunday nights usually stress me out. I'm always worried about Monday and how the week is going to go. This weekend, I got my lesson plans early and my goal for next week is to plan reading for the next few weeks so I don't have to worry as much. Special Ed still hasn't come for my interesting friend that needs help so desperately and another friend is being overmedicated and cries all day. I honestly don't know what do anymore with the kids, they are so bad. New Teacher Academy does help but I feel like every day they get a little more out of control. I'm seriously thinking about quitting teaching alltogether. I know that just because these kids are low income and come from very bad home lives, they need teachers too. I just don't feel like I'm equipped enough to handle their violent outburts and manage behavior.